Craz shniz, who are we?

i finally viewed you in browser format and I was able to see what you were. Looking back is strange, especially from where I am now. I see I was seeking mental health help and the system failed me. That is strange to think about now. It is strange to understand myself now and to understand other people as well. There are a few basics involved in being human. It is not something a system of diagnosis is designed to support.

I wish I could have had a conversation with me all those years ago but I recognize I needed to go through what I went through. I’m grateful mr. glitters was there and I’m grateful I was latched up to the structure of Sandy and work to keep me stable.

You went through so much and you had NO idea that life could be beautiful. No idea how to live. No idea how to love. No clue how to be a human or what it is all for.

I hug you. A big long hug. I feel your pain. I let you go to learn what you need to learn.